be yourself

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2009-12-27T02:15:00.001+08:00

hehe. sorry for telling only now :B

:B

2009-12-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

hehe. sorry for telling only now :B

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2009-12-02T16:12:00.003+08:00

i just wrote a whole chunk of words only to delete it cause some things aren't meant to be told.

i think my life is fucked up.

my blog is too.

my pictures aren't appearing but i dont give a fk.

my holiday sucks.

but not th part of me meeting new/th KU students.

i just dont know how to explain la fk.

i miss g3.

i miss stella. lol.

sometimes i think abt life.

i think what would i be if i was someone else.

how would i live my life as a different person.

why am i me?

why aren't i someone else.

why must i be from singapore.

why must i be a girl.

right now, i just dont appreciate myself yet.

haii idk la.

i just feel so empty.

why am i even writing & telling you all of this?!

-.-

maybe cause i'm confused & i have no life.

meeting new made me think of a whole lot of things.

fall for a week.

2009-12-01T17:12:00.002+08:00

if pong&pang exists, then life would be great.

2009-11-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

hieie.
today in school was normal.
sorry to say tht i didnt learn anything much.
not tht i do on normal school days-.-
but goody two shoe news!
LAST DAY OF TRUNCATED WOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOO!
went with g3 at parkway to 'celebrate'
haii. rate it at 2/5 fartbombs cause we didnt rly do anyth much.
but we did manage to renew a picture!
wouldn't call it g3 picture cause alita not there hah -.-
2007:

2009:

haha. all grown up and big ah sey!
notice its th exact same location, adidas shop infront.
notice my height too kay.

so then 15ed and train home with stella.
decided for badminton.... AND SO WE DID!
badmintoned with stella and hilman and his neighbour which never came-.-
haha, and im still th best among them, srsly.
stella last as expected with hilman coming as second duh.
wa, talent sia jane!
lol.
quite fun eh.
rating straightaway rated to 4/5
ok tired band tmr.
SOMEONE PLS BUY BAND TIX FROM ME PLOXX!
and i rly rly wants a residential band camp.
altho im a scaredy cat, i can overcome my fear for th sake of a band camp.
booooohhooooo.

hanafia: PI DA! i asked you so many times but you rejected right! archmad ok pe. haha! now you rejected :B

sarah: but i prefer th 4th brother. 3rd brother rated second ah. teehee.

nadzirah: th euphonium and its master haha!
bitch whore asshole.
me.

forever is over .

2009-10-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

just now i was watching th project hope thingy with family.
then got th indonesian idol girl singing.
i dont know her name sry :\
she was singing," jangan jangan lari ..."
then my father suddenly got angry, lift up his hand, and said," buat ape nak lari? siape nak kejar kau?"
HAHAHA WTF COMIC SIA.
then straight away he went in th room.
thts it.
AND THERES SCHOOL TMR :'(

no one let go of their past however hard they try .

2009-10-18T23:29:00.008+08:00

today was an awesome daaaayyy!
so me, nadz, farah, shaza, indah, stella headed to plaza sing to catch singapore idol roadshow teehee.
it was so fun man!
but before tht, obviously farah was attracted to my phone so we decided to camwhore. :B

then reached plaza sing and guess what?
WE WERE TH FIRST HAHA!
so we were right infront, in th centre.
close enough to see FAIZAL and SEZAIRI :)

CHOP SEATS on th ground-.- and stayed there for 1 1/2 hours.

semangat beb.
then show start and bla bla bla.
AFTER THT, when th idols got into th idol bus, i was screaming like mad for faizal.
same goes to th auntie beside me, screaming for sezairi.
teehee.
then she said to me, "kite giler eh?" ("we crazy eh?")
i just nodd my head. EMBARASSED AH WTH.
then she said," tak nak amek gambar dgn cik ke? ini mak sezairi tau!" ("dont want take picture with me? im sezairi's mom!")
so nadzirah, strong, very very strong supporter of sezairi chiong to her and took picture with her.
take advantage eh nadzirah! tsk tsk.
lol.
but it was funny, and very sudden when she said we're like crazy people. lols.
and the auntie not fake ok!
seriously sezairi's mom!

look at how happy nadz is.
anw, somehow me, nadz, indah, shaza going to watch singapore idol live this wednesday.
heehee, in th mosh pit.
heehee. excited oi :D
and farah, control eh. i swear i'll paste nazri's picture on your forehead muahaha!
but scary seh, suddenly can see us in tv eh?
lol. lame ah.
first time apeeeeeer.
ok people, its late. *yawns*
tired max.
haii, i love after exams period.
ive been going out partying like almost everyday -.-
k goodnight.
ttyl ^^V
VOTE FOR FAIZAL ISA & SEZAIRI [!!!]
semangat melayu ah ok.
k best.
i think this is one of th few times i blog in malay ._.

anw, if you're wondering why there's so little picture, maybe cause there's 85 in my facebook.
thx :-)<<< LOOK FARAH!!

2009-10-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

today is pure boredom.
woke up around 11++ i think and made it in time to catch spngebob :)
i think i only saw th last part where he try to remove some dirt on th plate.
lol-.- and i was laughing to myself wth-.-
so i spent today watching tv, eating, bloghopping, youtube-ing, fml-ing. FML-ing!!!
i only started reading tht website when nadz mentioned it. some is like confirm fake one. and some is extreme humour man.

Today, I realized that I can't shave my unibrow because I have too much acne on
my forehead.

Today, I told my daughter how her eyes look exactly as pretty as my wife's.
She told me that she loved the way my eyeballs stick out of my face, just
like Elmo.

Today, we ran out of milk and my 4 year old son came up to me and asked if he can "milk" my wife's breasts for his cereals. Apparently, he thinks my wife
doesn't love him and his sister is selfish for not sharing her milk. His sister
is only one month old.

lol. amusing haha. fmylife.com :D
oke, i'm bored. i should study since there's still amath p2, phisics, phy/chem p1, emath paper1.
hmmph. but actually right, i dont care. i only start to chiong on my 1hour journey to school-.- way to go jannah!

anw anw, yst farah and me and shah decided to have a g3 chalet! agree? i agree to a large extent! we can ton again and force shahirah not to sleep. we can walk around at night. we can ~~bitch~~ share our opinion abt others. we can play play, scream scream. we can watch tv. we can play games. we can go barbeque. we can steal each others food ^^. we can draw on each other's faces when they sleep. we can hairdress each other. we can sream horray! HORRAY!

lol. wake up jannah-.- FYE exams not even over yet.

but srsly, im on for this chalet thingy ^^v. sounds exciting and crazy. ok, im gonna continue fml-ing. no life sia -_-

Rayer feels like nothing.

2009-09-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to remember.
and i remembered it th whole day, except for now-.-
anw, mrs khairul said th cookies i baked for her is nice and tastes like famous amos^^v
wah, budding cook dont play play.
i want damn kembang ok, i didnt stop smiling for like 2.41minutes.
first time somemore, EHEM.
anw, malay prelim is like tomorrow tomorrow o.o
th pressure is not th same as th sec 4's but, ITS STILL SO SCARY !!
th previous time there was mock malay olevel, i dropped my wallet while on th way to school.
being as usual, i was ON TIME.
but i realised my wallet missing when i was at th gate so i went back to th tkg bustop-.-
i was crying and there was someone with me whom i forgot.
went back to school around half hour later, acting innocent and sad.
lame lol, hope this wont happen again tomorrow tomorrow.
oh and also, EOY IS LIKE 9 MORE DAYS BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AND MY PERCENTAGE FOR COMMON TEST IS ONLY 59 AND YES IM THT DUMB BUT I JUST CANNOT STUDY BUT THT WILL AFFECT MY FUTURE CAUSE IT WILL AFFECT MY CAREER THEN I CANNOT HAVE A BIG HOUSE AND A BIG BED THEN I WILL HAVE WHITE HAIR CAUSE I'LL BE STRESS SHUT UP.
im just scared :/
im supposed to be studying chemistry now.
haiiiiii.
AND AND ALSO, people please support band and buy th tickets for our performance. Price will be 15/20 moolah depending on your seats. Go to booth in canteen plox. Confirm plus chop will have someone there one.

lol.
ive been so busy tht i have been sleeping at 10 this few days.
and its not a good thing ok.
th more i sleep, th more tired i'll get.
i think i have sleeping disorder.
i FALL ASLEEP everywhere, anywhere.
now is 11:00 pm, yay, latest for my this month, i think.
kay im tired goodnight all (:

PS: tooday i tried th new yogurt shop at whitesands and it tastes like heaven muahhhhh. i want it again. im going for "death to chocolate" . lame name i knoww.-.-
i need to wear specs.

2009-09-02T20:00:00.006+08:00

hi all.^^
this is alita(:
hi jannah;D
how are yoooooouuuuuuuuuu???
hehehe youre just beside me ;D hehehe..
okeh...
im gonna solat now.
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LOL at alita.
anw, today is such a disastrous bencana alam mopiko day!
at first during speech day me and alita was planning to cook indomie and eat it for break fast .
then, some world war 2 happened and everything was canceled.
it was a big epic disaster and me and sha(s) spent 3 hours at kembangan deciding where to break fast.
disaster epic bencana alam tsunami earthquake !!!!!!!!!!
in the end we went to alita's house -.-
and im here :)

we took retarded pics:D

the end, kay bye.
XOXOXO(wtf-.-)

2009-07-22T21:01:00.006+08:00

hi hi.
im at nadz house now hehe.
bitch like craazy & i ate nasi ayaaam(:
delicious lol^^
so we bloghopped and camwhored.
hoho.
our picts kental max itellyou.
AND I JUST CUT MY FRINGE AND I SWEAR ITS DAMN UGLY LA.
haii.
but no choice lah, to short to pin up anyways-.-
i just notice tht nadz & i are th best buds on earth!!!!
fun uh.
& nadz confessed to me her deepest darkest secret ^^
she.
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taufik batisah-.-
LAME RIGHT?
i know lols.
haha.
i dont know what to say alr.
..
uh, i love nadz!
i share alot of secrets with her(:
and we made alot of nick names for alot of ppl.
uh..uh..
there's ultimatum, my boy, etc -.-
ok pics.

kay. so its 10.30 now and im at nadz house which is at eunos & i live at pasir ris-.-
CAUSE SHAZA JUST PANGSEH ME & MADE HER FATHER FETCH HER.

ok.. right.
wah, scary sia go home alone at night -.-

2009-07-21T13:53:00.001+08:00

hi.
huhu.

2009-06-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

this is so fucking sial.
ive been here since stone age trying to do th malay project.
so after years, i just stood there, blinking blindly at th comp!
wthell man!
somemore th project in malay and i have to translate ALL th words.:((
and to think i was free th whole day! hmmph >:(
so ya, i didnt come to school today:B
i woke up at 5 on th dot and went to my parents room.
th conversation damn funny siolzxs!

me: *drags feet, act cute, act blur, act on th verge of crying* Can i dont go school?
mum: *looks at me, hold my chin, pat my head* ok sayang. *sleep back*
me: *dance all th way back to my bed and continue sleeping*

FUNNY SIA HAHA CANNOT TAHAN MAN!
you should see th sudden change of my reaction, teehee.
lol.
ok, so back to project.
im so dead-.-
somemone helllllp :(
i thought wrong all this while, sigh.

i lost my f****************************** wallet cb !!

2009-05-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

as per title, I LOST MY ASSHOLIC WALLET!!!!!
booooooohooooooooooo :(
&& guess what?
it's th 7th time in my whole life that i lost my ezlink!!!!!!!!!
7 times, can you believe it, OMG!
im sucha dead meat x_x
im so scareeeeeeeed!
someone pleeeeease return me if you find th wallet.
ill give you $10 (: (provided th money inside th wallet not stolen^^)
im so broke, im broke-er than any ant you can find in th drain.
IM BROKE-ER THAN TH JOOKOON WHO SITS ON TH BRIDGE EVERY MORNING!!!!!
im bloody using coins to get to school !!
screw it, why do i have to live so far?!
im such a sad girl :'(
everytime i fear th worst, ill just get it :((
might as well no need to fear right !!
but then again, without fear, there cannot be courage .
^^
but anw, i still lost my wallet and im supposed to be sad.
OK I AM SAD :'(((((((((((

2009-05-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

I REPEAT, I'M GOING TO PCD CONCERT [!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

2009-05-15T18:32:00.004+08:00

hi im back!^^
after 14578934283762 yrs heh.
it took me like 37 minutes to rmb my password wth -.-
then i sudden ly rmbed lol.
anyway, today is so kambeng (goat/sheep? idk)-.-
came school at normal assembly time only tht my paper start at 11-.-
frm 7++ to 11!!!!!
what is tht man-.-
and th paper is just a foolish listening compre tht is 1/2 hour long-.-.-
what a lame loser.
so me, nadz, sufi and alot more just sneak out of school and went to macs^^
heh.
while we're eating leisurely, you guys out there were probably struggling and stressed with your paper :B
lol.
ok dok.
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oh btw, im going to PCD concert[!!] there's lady gaga shazaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, be jealous(:

im back ^^

2009-04-09T22:03:00.003+08:00

hello im back ^^
lol, my blog so dead -.-
thts cause my comp spoil, and its only rarely tht my sis lemme use th laptop.
so ya...
so anyway, I FOUND MY PHONE!!
HAHAH!
lol, i had to go all th way to tpjc to meet th bus driver and get th phone back [!!!]
luckily i haven't tell my parents anything abt it yet ^^
heehee.
i had so much to write but i just forget wth -.-
what a spoiler.
kay bye :B
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ohya, th days after syf.. was that tuesday?
i came school at 11 HOHO!
cause there were 3 periods of geog and i'm so darn lazy so i purposely came late (:
and all i had to do was detention ((:
haha.
humaira came at 7.30+ and she did detention also -.-
so next time, come to school at 11 :B
and just say overslept, HAHA!

im just not ready, and there's a few stuff pulling me back.
so, i just can't. & you'll have to wait.

band camp tmr -.-

2009-03-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

overdued pictures .

all you've done is let me down .

2009-03-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

lets start afresh .